Happy Birthday Baby Boy!!!

Happy Birthday Noah!  4 years ago today, I gave birth to you.  You changed our lives forever.  You showed me what it means to love someone unconditionally.  You helped me realize that I needed to be a better person.  From the moment they put you in my arms, I was hooked.  You are my little man and always will be.  Mommy loves you!!!

Our first family picture

My favorite picture of Noah

My love

An amazing picture that my cousin Greg took of Noah

Cheesing it up for Mommy

The best big brother in the entire world!

My little man ready for his first day of PreK

Celebrating his birthday at school

Handsome man

Happy 4th Birthday Noah Jackson!!!

I love you!  Happy Birthday!!!

~JRC~

I can't believe he's 4

Tomorrow my little baby turns 4.  I don't know how that happened but, in a blink of an eye, Noah has gone from my little man to a big kid.  He's in school, he's a big brother, and now, since he's 4, he won't be wearing pull-ups to naptime.  Strange I know but this one is slightly selfish.  He will not completely potty train so I told him that when he turns 4 there's no more pull ups for naps....baby steps but steps all the same.  And since his birthday falls on a school day (which I am totally jealous of....I never went to school on my actual birthday), it was only appropriate to go all out for his first school birthday!!! 

Without further adieu......


A barrel full of monkeys waiting for their ears



The finished product

I'm so excited that Noah's growing up and having such a great time experiencing all that life has in store for him.  It makes me sad to know that he's not a little baby anymore but I'm in love with the boy that he's becoming.  He has blessed me so much.  He has taught me how to love...completely, totally, unconditionally. 

I love you Noah Jackson!!!

~JRC~

5 Years Ago.......

I married my best friend 5 years ago today.  At 1pm, at St Patrick Catholic Church on Saturday, January 7, 2006, I walked down the aisle to my future.  It was a picture perfect day and the most amazing wedding.  My parents made my childhood wedding dreams a reality.  As with any wedding, there were a few snags along the way but nothing catastrophic.  We got married and danced the night away!  It was the best wedding ever!!!

Our lives have changed so much from that moment.  John and I thrusted ourselves into married life.  We packed up all of our belongings, moved to Orlando, and started our lives together.  We figured out how to survive on our own.  We were blessed to become pregnant that first year and welcomed Noah into our lives 5 days after our first anniversary.  Shortly after, we made the move back home to Pinellas County.  Between the two of us, we've switched careers, gone back to school, dealt with financial issues, bought a house, bought a new car, and adjusted to our lives.  Our faith was tested when Emmy wanted to come into the world a little too early.  John stepped up to take care of our family while I was on bedrest.  He went from just being Daddy to being everything.  It was a difficult and emotional time but our little princess hung in there and was born healthy.  We rejoiced the day she was born because our family was complete. 

To say our relationship is picture perfect would be a complete lie.  Our relationship has been tested time and time again and somehow we've overcome all of it and stuck together.  As many times as I want to kill him, there are so many more times that I just can't be without him. He's everything I need and he's the perfect father for my children.  I love him more and more each day.

My dearest John, thank you for choosing me.  Thank you for loving me the way you do.  I cherish every day that we share together and look forward to the many years I love you always and forever!

Here's to many more years together!!!

~JRC~

A wedding day flashback!!!



And Two Become One



It's official!!!

This is one of my favorite pictures

It wouldn't be our wedding without a little line dancing!!!













My first attempt at being crafty and homemade!

In my attempt to be more crafty this year, I stumbled across the easiest, quickest gift to make (and it came with the printable for the tags....for free!!!!) on one of my favorite blogs. I think it has become my "go-to" gift.  When I saw the posting, I instantly knew that I had to make it to send to Noah's teachers as a "welcome back to school" gift.  And from that moment on, it was all I could think about.  I even made John stop at Michaels on the way to the movies on NYE so I could get the jars.  I spent my morning mixing the sugar and soap and even busted out my scrapbooking case to make the tags.  It was so nice to actually open that case up and see all of my supplies: cardstock, punches, ribbons, etc.  I was obsessed with scrapbooking and still aspire to be obsessed but my life has gotten in the way.  This will change this year!!! 

I forgot to take pictures of the process until I was tying the tags on so I only have a finished product picture.  Next time, I'll be better.  I am so impressed with the way it turned out that I'm going to make a set for myself.  The scrub made my hands feel AMAZING!  Noah's teachers really enjoyed it too!



I love that you can see Noah through the ribbon



It's so pretty!!!  Thanks lizard & ladybug for the idea and tags!!!

I can't wait to find unique jars and make this scrub and modify it for the occasion!  I hope everyone's hands are ready!!!

~JRC~

What the Heck?!?!?!?

I absolutely have no idea what's going on with the little blog I've got going on.  Posts are being deleted (or lost in "draft" land) that have been posted for weeks.  I just don't get it.  Oh well.  I think I'm back to the way things should be.  So please excuse the fact that my graduation post is for some reason showing up under today, instead of sometime in December when it was actually posted. 

I know there should be something more profound posted today instead of my complaining right now but this is all you get right now.  There will be something better this afternoon!

~JRC~

10 years in the making!!!

The blog is not 10 years in the making. You'll find out what that means in a moment. But I've decided to give this blog thing another try. Why not write down all of the happenings in our lives for all to see?!? Fingers crossed that I can keep up with it. Be patient with me. This is a long one. So drum roll please.......

Graduation Day has finally arrived! I cannot believe that its been 10 years in the making. When I graduated from high school in 2000, I never thought it would take me 10 years to get my bachelors degree. I was the type of kid who wrote off community colleges because I was "too good" for them. There was no way you'd find me stepping foot on one of those campuses. So off to USF I went, and LOVED every minute. I was super involved from the start and getting a job in the Marshall Center just amped up my involvement. I made lifelong friends and had the time of my life. Chi Omega opened its arms to me and I met the most amazing women and was a part of the strongest sisterhood. To this day, my closest friends are Chi Omega women. But as my years at USF grew, so did my extracurricular activities. Class became a distraction from my life. I had to tear myself away from my job and activities to go to class, only to go straight back once class was over. I had a bunch of credits but no end in sight. I kept applying to the CON but they kept telling me to take time off. How could I justify being a 4th year student with no graduation date in sight? If you know me at all, not having any control of this particular situation did not sit well. I knew I wanted to be a nurse. I just had to get into the program. So in a panic, I looked up tons of community college programs and applied at 4am one morning.

I will never forget the surprise I got less than a week later when HCC told me I was accepted and only had 4 days to accept my seat for the upcoming semester. Again, if you know me at all, change doesn't go over that well with me. I only had 4 days to make the largest decision of my life. Do I accept and head down the path towards the career I want? Obviously the answer should be an easy yes. But by saying yes I had to say goodbye to life as I know it. I had to leave my job, my friends, everything at USF. How could I possibly do that? Trust me, it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I had the support of my friends but no one truly understood what leaving meant. I had to start all over. And there was always the fear of being "out of sight, out of mind" which turned out to be the case. In my leaving, friendships that I thought would stand the test of time dissolved faster than you could say nursing school. The one person I thought was my forever friend turned out to be anything but that. It was all a devastating blow. I spent nights crying myself to sleep over leaving and wondering what things would be like if I never left. The regret I felt was overwhelming (and I do not believe in regret). Slowly, my new life started to evolve and I became comfortable with my decision and who I was turning out to be.

Through my time in nursing school, I truly found myself. I knew who my true friends were and made some of the best friends I've ever had. But the most important thing that came from my devastating decision to leave USF was meeting my husband. I believe that if I stayed at USF, I would never have met John and the life we have would not exist. 5 years ago I graduated from nursing school and my life truly began. I married my best friend 3 weeks later and we made our move to Orlando to start our life (and family) together.

Fast forward to August 2008. I got the itch to get my BSN and continue my education. I applied to USF's CON again and was pleasantly surprised that I was accepted to the Fall 08 admission, not the Spring 09 like I planned. Its funny how both nursing schools accepted me very quickly. So now that hard work began. I had to take online classes, which I hate. I had to figure out how to manage a family, a full time job, and school. Needless to say, it was a very hard work. After taking 2 semesters off, it was hard to go back for the last 3 semesters.

Fast forward again. Graduation day has arrived and I'm an emotional basketcase (go figure). Putting on my cap and gown, walking across that stage, hugging Judy Genshaft, and moving my tassle was the culmination of 10 years of hard work, sweat, tears, laughter, friendships lost, and friendships gained. How I kept my emotions inside is something I will never understand. The feeling of accomplishment is out of this world. And as I made John traverse the USF campus to take pictures at very memorable locations, all I could do was smile. Smile because I did it. Smile because I finally have that diploma (that will be professionally framed in an overpriced frame) to hang on my wall. I have finished what was left unfinished for years.

I was talking to a dear friend (and my old boss at the MC) on Thursday (2 days before graduation) and she said the most profound thing to me. She said that the struggle I had making my decision to leave, dealing with that decision, and dealing with the friendships that fell apart, was completely worth it because she could see that I was truly happy with my life. That she sees so many of us who have the degree but are still searching for the one thing that makes us truly happy, whether it be that perfect job or that perfect someone. And it was probably the first time that I realized that I was truly happy. Looking back, I would not change the course I chose. I used to long for the day that those broken friendships would be repaired but I've grown up and realized that if they were meant to be, they would have survived through all of this. I've realized that I'm not the one missing out. They are missing out on going through life with me. I have an amazing husband, two beautiful children that are my entire world, a job that I truly love, and a great circle of friends. And now I have that elusive degree from USF.

What more could a girl want????

Oh wait, now its time for a masters degree!!!

~JRC~

Here's to an amazing 2011

It's that time of year when everyone is making resolutions for the new year. Of course, I plan on making some resolutions (and hoping to stick to them) but they might not be the traditional resolutions I usually make. Here are some of my resolutions for the new year:

1. Get healthy. I've made strides in 2010 to do this by losing 25lbs. I still have about 20 more to go. I've taken a few months off of my weight loss program (and haven't really gained any weight) so now it's back on the wagon. I'm also making this a family resolution. John's current cholesterol, triglycerides, and blood pressure are all indications that we need a family initiative to get healthy. We have 2 amazing young children who deserve to have their parents healthy and living to an old age. One way is to run more. I committed to this last year and fell short. Completing my first half marathon was amazing. So amazing that I'm anticipating my next one at the end of February. Of course my training has slacked BIG time so its back to basics and back to training.

2. Be a better mother. I know in my heart that I'm a good mother to my children. But I know I can be better. This year we're not going to stay inside and play. We're going to enjoy our backyard and the environment. Since Noah's in PreK in the mornings, it leaves me the perfect time to spend with Emmy. We're going to start going to the library, to story time, do all the things that I wanted to do with Noah but didn't.

3. Be a better wife. John and I have a funny relationship. We're each other's biggest supporters but biggest opponents at the same time. We're both so freakin stubborn that it is ridiculous. This year, I want to focus on strengthening the relationship between us, not as parents, but as partners.

4. Be fiscally responsible. I just love that term. John and I can spend money, let me tell you. We waste an obscene amount of money on stupid things. We try to budget but never stick to it. This year, I want to make a conscious effort to rebuilding our savings, cutting down on our frivolous spending, and overall becoming more responsible with our money. I am blessed to have a great job that provides much more financially than what I grew up with. My parents struggled so much to provide my brothers and I with whatever we needed. I don't want my children to go through the same, especially when it can be prevented.

5. Strengthen our family's relationship with God. We've slacked big time when it comes to our faith. Going to church is not a priority anymore and that's just not ok. We still haven't baptized Emmy (which breaks my heart and I'm sure my mother's heart). I want my kids to grow up, standing firm in their beliefs, just as I did.

6. Enjoy life to the fullest. In my line of work, I meet the most amazing children and young men/women, all of which are left to battle for their lives. Working in the cancer world is emotionally draining, especially when you become attached to your patients. This year, we've lost the most amazing people to the ugliest of beasts. One patient in particular came into my life and left a lasting impression on me. Blake took everything that was dealt to him and faced it head on, without fear. He found strength in Christ and that was all he needed. When he relapsed a second time and there was nothing else we could do for him, he accepted that and truly lived his life. He did anything and everything. He made the most of the little time he had. I'm still having a hard time dealing with his death but he has inspired me to live my own life. To encourage my children to live their lives. To experience all that there is to experience. Life is something that I take for granted too often and it can all be taken away in an instant. I don't want to look back on my life and wish that I had done things differently. I guess I ultimately want to be more like Blake.

Here's to a new year. May 2o11 be the start of a brand new me, a brand new Crimella family, and a brand new outlook on life.

~JRC~